Tuesday Prayer

dear God.
wild disappointment
anger
lament lament lament lament lament
deep exhale breath
disbelief
no surprise
no trust
callous
????
work to do
will it make a difference?

speechless wordless thoughtless
a ball of emotion
I know I have no clue
so so much more,
but I need for the Spirit to take over praying here for me, because it’s too deep for me to know.
Amen.