There is nothing in my yearbooks
to convict me of being
the ignorant girl I once was,
but let me not insist that
I was better than I was
or knew more than I did.
Let me not rest easy in the
knowledge of your forgiveness,
or wallow in repentance so personal
that it makes no difference in the world.
Instead, with your help,
may I work to make things better.
Martha Spong is a United Church of Christ pastor, a clergy coach, and executive director of RevGalBlogPals. She is co-author of Denial is My Spiritual Practice (and Other Failures of Faith) with Rachel Hackenberg (Church Publishing, 2018), edited the RevGals’ book, There’s a Woman in the Pulpit (SkyLight Paths, 2015), and edited the Greeks section of the 1981 Colonial Echo at the College of William and Mary.
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